Each year at this time the Network conference comes around and each year I have mixed feelings about the Network and the conference.http://www.networkonline.org.uk/events/events.php
The network is my family and you know what families are like .Sometimes they bring joy and other times you dread the idea of seeing them or spending time with them.So as the conference approach’s it feels like some family event that I must attend out of some kind of family loyalty thing that exist’s in an unspoken form.These events tend to be weddings, funerals, birthdays or some other function and they tend to be the only time you see most of your “family”.
Now and then I see or speak to a few others from the network and try to maintain some sort of relationship with them.But I do question why?Why do I need this relationship ?
And that’s where I start to remember all those things that we have been through together over the years the good the bad and the ugly.I remember that I played a part in the formation of the network that we in Bridgeton have had a hand in shaping the way the network thinks and what it thinks.I remember the mistakes I have made in my relationships with some people in the network and the mistakes they have made in dealing with some situations and then its clear to me that this is my family and I love them even if sometimes they get on my nerves.I feel sure they love me and I know I get on their nerves.
So I will attend the conference and I will leave,reminded that its good to be part of a family where you can find grace .I will leave reminded that it’s a good thing to talk to your old and young relatives to kiss the old unties and listen to the old uncles stories of yesterday and I will thank god for family .

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